today i woke up, that's what I want to think, I guess...
could say I am proud I do remember what I did last night at "the party"
but I'm not glad about it
.... noww here we go!
i've just set up the properties in order to listen to some good music while i write (it's like my 2nd try at mac, good looking but i'm still not to fond of it...)
it's like 4pm here, saturday as you can see on the post date , blah-blah
i remember leaving home yesterday at like this hour and still no signs of my being there, that's sad...
but not as this thing, suddenly i felt like writting but only to figure out there's nothing new to write, last nite i didn't get drunk (Y) but drank a lot of booze, party was fine, made somefriends, then got to this guys' , he' s been a good pal since i canremember, he made me quit smoking (for a while, then i did it for myself , now i do smoke but less than before) ok...
the reason im here is because i couldn't reach home on the state I was a few hours ago
soi called him but instead of staying here we went to a park (i stayed sleeping in the car ) then gopt into the middle of nowhere, miles andmiles away from what i love to call hometown, then again to his crib where we stay rite now he's currently sleeping (probably had a great nite 2) whatever... i think i'm not going to be the sameone next time i write in here, for now i'm gone, but I WILL BE BACK pff haha annnd next time i won't think of my existance as a piece of shit as i do today, someday i'll be proud of having born and will stop doing stupid things like mixing jack daniel's, buchannan's 12, beer monster, boost and stuff on my stomach...
at leeast now i feel better having heard such graceful melodies from btbam
